plodding on
this is me talking to the world and to myself, all at the same time:
just a word of caution:
i’m being proactive. i am not staying still.
i’m flying to iloilo tomorrow. to compete, yes. though how i wish it was really "to take lonnnng break and not got back to the real world". but the real world isn’t that sucky. at least there are ways out. which leads to new ways in–until such point that you want out again.
is it really this vicious a cycle?
i’m not counting on it. i’m still hoping for the best. life can’t be all happiness and good fortunes. i gotta struggle sometimes. god is only fair.
if i hurt anyone by my decisions, it is totally unintentional. my apologies. my life must go on, and so must yours.
i hate the over usage, but ‘it’s all for the best’.
